Saturday, July 7, 2012
I finally took some time off, though I did cheat the second day and put a few hours in from home.
Still, I feel a bit rested today. More than usual anyway.

I failed my first night with the cpap,..ripped it off sometime during the night. I'm not sure what it is, but I cant find the right pace with my breathing and it takes me forever to fall asleep, and then after I do I bail on the damn thing. It's going to take a lot of will power to get into this. I have all the right motivation, but I think during the night I'm feeling the same thing I sometimes feel when I'm still awake and it's on,..like I'm drowning. Gotta do this. GOT to do this!